THERE WAS A LITTLE ALLEY IN SAN FRANCISCO back of the
Southern Pacific station at Third and Townsend in redbrick of drowsy lazy
afternoons with everybody at work in offices in the air you feel the impending
rush of their commuter frenzy as soon they'll be charging en masse from Market
and Sansome buildings on foot and in buses and all well-dressed thru workingman
Frisco of Walkup ?? truck drivers and even the poor grime-bemarked Third Street
of lost bums even Negroes so hopeless and long left East and meanings of re-
sponsibility and try that now all they do is stand there spit- ting in the
broken glass sometimes fifty in one afternoon against one wall at Third and
Howard and here's all these Millbrae and San Carlos neat-necktied producers and
com- muters of America and Steel civilization rushing by with San Francisco
Chronicles and green Call-Bulletins not even enough time to be disdainful,
they've got to catch 130, 132, 134, 136 all the way up to 146 till the time of evening
supper
in homes of the railroad earth when high in the sky the
magic stars ride above the following hotshot freight trains-it's all in
California, it's all a sea, I swim out of it in afternoons of sun hot
meditation in my jeans with head on handker- chief on brakeman's lantern or (if
not working) on book, I look up at blue sky of perfect lostpurity and feel the warp
of wood of old America beneath me and have insane conversa- tions with Negroes
in several-story windows above and every- thing is pouring in, the switching
moves of boxcars in that little alley which is so much like the alleys of
Lowell and I hear far off in the sense of coming night that engine calling our
mountains. or the Gate of Marin to the north or San Jose south, the clarity of Cal
to break your heart. It was the fantastic drowse and drum hum of lum mum
afternoon nathin' to do, ole Frisco with end of land sadness-the people-the
alley full of trucks and cars of businesses nearabouts and nobody knew or far
from cared who I was all my life three thousand five hundred miles from birth-O
opened up and at last belonged to me in Great America. Now it's night in Third
Street the keen little neons and also yellow bulblights of
impossible-to-believe flops with dark ruined shadows moving back of tom yellow
shades like a degenerate China with no money-the cats in Annie's Alley, the
flop comes on, moans, rolls, the street is loaded with darkness. Blue sky above
with stars hanging high over old hotel roofs and blowers of hotels moaning out
dusts of in- terior, the grime inside the word in mouths falling out tooth by
tooth, the reading rooms tick tock bigclock with creak chair and slantboards
and old faces looking up over rimless spectacles bought in some West Virginia
or Florida or Liver- pool England pawnshop long before I was born and across
rains they've come to the end of the land sadness end of the world gladness all
you San Franciscos will have to fall eventually and burn again.
BUT IT WAS THAT BEAUTIFUL CUT OF CLOUDS I could always see
above the little S.P. alley, puffs floating by from Oakland.
2 comments:
Thanks a lot for posting this, Pat. Hearing Jack Kerouac read his own prose definitely adds a new dimension to the appreciation of his writings. The suggestion of musicality and poetry and jazzy rhythms and unorthodox phrasing has always been there, but when you hear the master's voice there can be no doubt he put in a lot of hard work to achieve just that. Congratulations also on your Vanatic Episode about Van Morrison and the Beat Poets, I think it's very interesting and moving as well: the idea of young Van who left school at 14 educating himself with the likes of Jack Kerouac , the idea of you having a chat with Carolyn Cassady, ... Great !
Just added your blog to my blog list (The Daily Beat).
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